Prayers / Scott Copeland (Friend)
My prayers go out to all of you. Miss ya little guy! Close

Golden Wings of LOVE  / Aunt Tanya

Please be by your family and send lots of love.

Aunt Tanya

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Not sure what is going to happen..  / Mommy

Dear Dusttin

  i really don't have anyone i can talk to anyone who will understand but i really need to talk to you.......  Things are not going so well for me.. I don't know what to do anymore.. Please send me guidance and strength honey i really am in need at this moment.. Please baby..

I love you!

 

oxox

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I miss you sweet son......  / Mommy

Memories are forever Dusttin. BUT i not only have memories i have you in my heart forever and always until we meet again!

I love you my sweet Beautiful Dusttin! I so miss your big hugs you were my biggest huggiebug. I so miss those hugs.. I miss your hugs. I know you are near mommy please give me signs of you near as i really need them baby please.

I love you sweet beautiful. Please guide Mommy on this day and each day forward.

I miss you Dusttin!

I love you my Huggiesbug!

oxoxox

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4th angelversary July 21 2009  / Mommy

Dear my sweetest Dusttin

Today is a day 4 years ago i woke up and heard the greatest of news you and me both. The doctor told you to prepare to go home.... We were so excited and so happy! We talked how we can finally go home soon from a long stay at the hospital.   You enjoyed spending time with your Aunt Tanya and little cousin Cassandra while Mommy and Kirk scooted off to Walmart to buy you some fun things to do along with a wagon. We bought the wagon to take you out on walks after hearing such beautiful news! Our just under 2 month hospital stay was soon going to be behind us as we moved on home.

For supper we had pizza! You enjoyed Boston Pizza! I pulled you around in a wagon in the hospital and showed you places you always asked me to show you.

What a wonderful day!

Until the unexpected.... This day for you to go home you were then instead of coming home with Mommy you were called home by God. He took you away from all the pain you were going through he took you from this hellish earth. He took you away from ME... HE took you from me how cruel is that??????????????

I do know you are a beautiful glowing Angel one whom is always near Mommy one whom will forever be with me wherever i go. An Angel whom is Mommys best friend!

You fought a good battle and beat it.  You were coming home. Until a doctor told you wrong and never diagnosed you properly sending you home to the otherside.....So therefore, it wasn't God, it was the doctor, one whom i will never forget for the wrong reasons.....Reasons of much, her greed that she will forever carry with her, Her greed that she can never be forgiven for when it is her time and God questions her, she will be turned away for doing something so drastic to a young boy who had a beautiful long future ahead of him ......

How could she live with her self for not diagnosing you right. How could she live with herself.. She did somuch wrong when you were in the hospital, so many little things she said you had when you never, when other doctors stepped up and pushed her aside and said to her NO this little boy doesn't and he showed us proof. HOW can she be so cruel....

I don't know how she lives with herself, as i barely live with myself. My mask has not come off my face Dusttin, it never will.... It's the people whom are closes to me whom give me support and keep me going each day. It's your memories whom help me from each second, your beautiful face i see in front of me every day, It's your favorite things that allow me to continue to like things.. It's so much, the list can go on but i know you know already how things are and how i feel....

Please shine over Mommy Beautiful Angel!

Live on beautiful, Until we meet again! oxox

I LOVE YOU!

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Another Birthday with you gone  / Aunt Pam (great aunt )

Saying Happy Birthday to you is just to sad... 4 years is gone by and you are just a big boy now... My birthday wish is for you to show your mom you are near ... to let her and your family know you are celebrating and feel the love... go with God little one.. and feel the love. and blow out a candle..For You Dusttin.

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Happy Birthday Little Buddy  / Kirk Big Buddy
Happy birthday in heaven Little Buddy! I wish you were here with us but we are all thinking of you today. I have sadness in my heart knowing that I can not give you a big birthday hug but I will always have your big smile in my head and will never forget your wonderful laugh and that still puts a smile on my face just thinking of that!!!! it may never replace your being here with us but memories are what we have so we never forget. I love and miss you so very much little buddy 
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The Day of !0 years since your Birth  / Aunt Tanya
A day to celebrate a beautiful baby boy that came to his family. Remember the sweet older than age young boy Dusttin. Close

July / Aunt Tanya

Never the same .

Cassandra was 20 months, 4 yrs ago as i at by your side.

Your birthday party was the 17th as we looked forwared to that and as we watched your overcome every obstacle witht the Greatest Strength Courage  Tolerence and Patience.

You amzed us all. Only htose that weer there would understand that you held out more than the average one battlin a illness, but stummed the medical staff as they fought to  take credit for every Miraculous revovery.

As we looked ans planned for your to leave the hospital for others tp vist. Like Gramma wanted to but never made it.

As that last night on the 21st as i was leaving back to the Ronald house but was stopped by Kirk's shout to you Mom!

To relive and remember doesnt come only now but stronger.

Time to feel the pain and cringe as the 21st comes.

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Birthday Wish  / Mommy
My one wish is to have you home Dusttin....    Tears wont stop, i just want you here.... How can a birthday be a birthday without you by my side.. Maybe you can give me signs you are near, that will be fabulous.. I so miss you my Dusttin.. I am awaiting a sign from you today sweetie, i miss you more than i can ever say.. I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! oxox Close

Been here for goin on 13 mo's, the longest i've..  / Aunt Tanya

lived anywhere in about 12 yrs, Dusttin. But i don't know how much longer it will be from here.  I am trying but some things are out of my hands, thought its not time to throw in the towel, just to start reviewing options, solutions so on. Watch over us and guide us to the best possible outcome. LOve Aunt Tanya, Brook & Cassansdra.

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Do tattoos stay with us when we pass on? you know  / Aunt Tanya
you know your Mom got a tattoo of remberence of you.., I dont know if she postd a pic on here, Close

A Boy That Doesn't Talk, in Cassandra's Class  / Aunt Tanya

Cassandra often tlks of a little boy she sits with on the bus. But he dsnt talk. I explained to Cassandra that he probably does talk to his Mom, Dad, and People he Feels comfortable around. And that maybe he will say hi, and to  be nice. Easter came, so did bunny. Cassandra got a girlie bike, Brook got a nice BMX. I love it!! I want to jump on it n  ride on the back tire. It has front n back pegs on the tires too. ... Actualy as u watch over i'm sure u saw me ride it for 30 seconds while your cousin chased after me!!!!Can you watch over Brook for me when I am not around? You know what the teachers are like, especialy in the Peel Region, and guide Brook and Give him  a Feeling of knowing he's not alone and that everything is good, if he lets it be... I know u will, Love Aunt Tanya & Cousins

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Easter tears  / Mommy
Dusttin, Mommy visited your resting place yesterday on Easter and all i did was cry.................. Today being Easter monday, i hope you are near guiding mommy with signs and strength. I often wonder how i do this, day after day.... I love you baby, i wait for signs you are near!! oxox Close

Easter Blessings  / Aunt PAM (Great Aunt )

Dusttin. Your mummy and Aunt Tanya keeps this site so close to them. To send you blessings and hugs.

I too, want you to know you are not forgotton. Tho I never meant you I feel thru your mom and grandmom that I did.

Your grandmom told me such beautilful things about you and your mummy. They both miss you so much.

How brave your mom was and how sad she is today. I now know that a piece of her heart is for only you . The others get theres.But the one piece will stay close until you set it free someday.

If Easter is in Heaven than i hope you are with the ones that keep your surrounded and loved. Safe and happy. And let you find the biggest chocolate egg and fill your basket the quickest.

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Can Heaven be True  / Aunt Tanya
Times are hard, and i think  can Heaven be true.., Then I think.., it must be..,  it has you.  Your Great Aund DeeDee is near you too; make sure you tell her to be in the light with you.  For now its time to go, no phone to say Hi,Bye, I send this text  as i send my thoughts to Loved Ones Far from reach let your flow  beyond reach. Close

Missing my Dusttin!!  / Mommy (Mother)

Dusttin, i am sorry i had not lit a candle in a long time as the site was down and had bugs they were fixing.

I miss you my sweet boy, every second of my life i have  aches and wish you were with Mommy as life is forever never the same again.

I had your baby sister on March 5th, she has some looks that reminds me of you. I so miss you, i know you would love to spend time with both of your little sisters, i bet you are here with us. I used to get alot of signs from you, i have not in some time. However i had a dream a week ago and you and i spent time together, how beautiful that was! I bet that was a sign from you, you spent with me in my dream to comfort me. I needed you then, as i need you every day.

Come give us signs sweetheart, i really miss you so much. I often wonder if my life is even real anymore. I question myself OFTEN..

I love you baby!

oxoxoxox

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Your Great Auntie DeeDee  / Aunt Pam (Great Aunt )

Dear Dusttin I hope you See

The New Angel next to You.

She maybe a little tired.

Not sure yet , What may be,

Soon her light will Brighten,

And Peace and Love will ,Flow thru

From God , to her, from You.

She will Understand, Her Earthly Journey,

Has Come to an End,

And It is Okay; to Be Spiritual Once Again.

Please Stay close By, Let her know the Way,

Will be shown, On that Day,

By a Beautilful Little Angel Boy, Dusttin. A

Shining Light; Your Sweetness and love  shines Thru,

And When you take Her Hand, She will know what to Do.

Her Fatique will Fade, and Sadness , Will be no more,

In you she'll Find the Proper Doors.

In each other You will See......

All of the Earthly Families Who are left to Grief.

As Spiritual Journey's ,Once again

Are ready to Begin, You can let her Hand Go;

In Her Heart of Hearts, She will always Know,

The Love your Families Here on Earth, Wished

They had more Time to Show.

As the Light Beckons Her, On Her Way,

Let Her go, To God on That Day.

In her search for Peace and Love, God will Show

Her His strength and Love. Above.

So Dusttin, Gently Hold her Hand today,

A Sweet Little Angel Boy, Until She

Is Ready to Step Away.

Written by pam.

 

 

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Your New Baby Sister is Going to B Here Soon!!!!!  / Aunt Tanya
 As u r connected w' the baby b 4 she comes, give her tickles n hugs n kisses to pass on to your Family!!!  Love You!! :) Close

Your Site Is filled With Love  / Aunt Tanya
What love & care is put into your site! i am so impressed. Always loving  & thinking of u! Close